Delilah
Work from a collaboration with creative writer Helena Pinder
She walked across the crowded dance floor with such purpose that it seemed to part before her with
ease. Each member of the crowd noticing her long frame laced with black fabric, her pursed
crimson lips, the dark curls caressing her shoulders. They saw 'Delilah' - the dancer, the main
attraction, but they saw an image and nothing more. She stepped with an elegance and grace that
most women could only dream of, and when she would speak she could flick words from her tongue
cascading into the hearts of any who would listen. But now she had no words. For the last time she
walked through the flutter of dresses and mistimed movements of lesser mortals.
It was unclear to her the exact moment that she had become 'Delilah' - the show girl, the
entertainer, the taste of perfection. Perhaps it was during her first performance, the way the crowd
had cooed, willing her on, eyes fixed upon her without really looking at all. The way her make-up
had sweated, concealing the bloated contours of her eyes as her lashes fluttered for the very first
time. The way in which her body first oozed uncomfortably through the rhythm, her dress flowing to
the magnificent strings. Perhaps it had been the moment she arrived in London - the soulless
underworld - there was no going back. It was unclear where in this time she had lost her essence.
She couldn't recall the moment she had forgotten how it felt to greet the morning dew with bare feet.
She didn't know when it was that she had stopped remembering her mother's voice and that feeling
of safety it assured. All of these small fragments of her being had slipped away without her
knowing. Maybe one day she would not remember her mother at all, nor would she remember her
best friend Rebecca or the games they played in childhood. Even as she thought of these memories
now each particle was damaged, each missing a name of a place or the colour of a shoe. The
conception of her transformation was cloudy, but it had been complete for some time now.
She arrived at the arm of her partner as the dissonant cascade of movement, noise and light had
found its epicentre. Everything at once rippled and spiralled from this whirlwind of perfect
symmetry in motion. He held her with an intense passion, admiring her divine features, focusing on
her dark eyes, faintly glinting. He saw in her a future, an escape from solitude, together they could
leave this poisonous life. He had buried his hopes within Delilah, she had become the pathway to
something so much better than what he had become. His savings, once large enough, would finance
their travel to a quiet country province and away from the ghosts that dwell in London, away from
the city that works by money, the men that move and breathe like living things but do not live at all.
She was the answer. The sound of the strings seemed to be the breeze through which they fluttered
as the music moved seamlessly from drawn bow to eager ear. One would tease the other on, content
in their own harmonic existence.
They were being watched. A figure sunken into a dark corner was smoking quietly as his eyes
occasionally glimmered to reveal an unfaltering gaze keenly following the two figures. They didn't
know him, and they wouldn't recognise him even if they did.
The dance continued, each person in the room fixated on a different one of Delilah's intoxicating
features. Later that night, lying broken on the floor of her bedroom, Detective Miller would notice
three things about her. Like most others he observed her immaculate form, so put together, her tiny
pale hands and feet rested child-like on the blood sprayed ground. The second observation would
be the emptiness, she had become a case, a shell, a sodden body that had once made a life, a
person, a soul, little did he understand that this transition had taken place long before her death.
The third was that she looked inconsolably frightened. It was this expression, this fear that would
delve in and out of his dreams, it would never leave him. The idea that this hollow doll had once
had thoughts, aspirations, hopes that had been cruelly interrupted by an unshakable fear.
As the final note of the song rang out, the dancing and music came to what seemed a premature
end. The dancers however were exhilarated and dispersed gradually from the concentration and
tension they previously had created. The two lovers collected hats and coats and glided from the
club without a look at the man who had already decided their fate.
Three hours later the symmetry was broken. Already half way across London, a killer cried out in
the night.